Day Fifty Eight - Could this be my last day with energy?

Psalm 73:28

But as for me, the nearness of God is my good;
I have made the Lord GOD my refuge,
That I may tell of all Your works.

It seems like days since Riley has taken me for a walk. I think that I am wearing on him, or should I say my trouble is wearing on him. It has been a tense week, what with Heidi moving into Stephane's house and Corey moving into Green Gables. And Sarah working long hours both teaching at Mount Hood Community College at 7 in the morning, and the going down town for her research. And then, that makes it hard on Zac, taking care of Caleb and helping with the moving. Can't life get easy sometimes?


I think that the answer to that question is NO! I want to be normal. I want life to be normal. I want to have hair. I want to like food. I want energy like I used to have. I want to be well!!! And I think that it will be a long time before I have those things. But on the other hand I have a nice big family, and very loving husband and a house that I really like, and I live in a beautiful neighborhood with many many trees and lots and lots of lovely flowers. I even have a Huskavarna sewing machine and a Lacanche range. And lots of people are praying for me, and right now that's the best thing of all. So sorry about the little pity party.


I don't remember much about Friday, except that I was in the chemo center for only 30 minutes. They took my vital signs and gave me a white blood cell shot, and I was out of there. Then in the evening I picked up Riley from work and we met Ken and Marilyn at Taco del Mar for dinner, then we went home and played Sequence. Marilyn and I against Ken and Riley. We beat them three games to two. Then we were all tired. After they left we watched baseball for just a little while and then we went to bed.

Micah 6:8

He has told you, O man, what is good;
And what does the LORD require of you
But to do justice, to love kindness,
And to walk humbly with your God?